A day of snappiness

Mr. Micheletti: Let's bless the softball players for their big game today.
Hedieh: I had a really big performance a few days ago and you didn't bless me!!! (said in a demanding tone)

Apparently I was being strange and weird today; that is to say, I was not weird as Hedieh is every day but that I was different from my usual self. The interesting thing is that I had no control over it, which frightens me a bit. I even find myself wondering whether I have changed into a more critical, less friendly person over the past few years.
It is amazing how much people can change. As I write this I have a specific person in mind who has dramatically changed from an entertaining, fun girl to a very critical, gissippy, even self-absorbed individual. My morals tell me not to judge her; thus I constantly try to think about the variety of personalities that make the world, and all our lives so interesting and eventful. I mean, think about it, it would be pretty boring if everyone were extremely nice to each other or if everyone were extremely critical of one another. So I guess it's good to have people of all personalities, mindsets, and values.

I am afraid of change though; I know I shouldn't be but I am. What if the change makes me unlike me and different for the worse...